Growing in a place where ‘Craze’ for an actor or star is almost an alien thing, but I grew with this ‘Craze’ inside me strangely. I didn’t knew in my early days, ‘What This Really Is’, it was at first just a fight to see his movies on TV/VCR in 90’s, now it has expanded to infinity. Though my childhood memories are vague, I can easily remember how much I cried to see ‘Josh’, Bollywood was always popular here but masses hadn’t discovered that ‘Craze’ I had or may be I was too ignorant about that ‘Craze’ around me. There was just one inspiration in my life, my Dad and then he entered and the equation never changed after that.

There is some kind of connection, may be same events in life, may be his charisma, may be his humane nature, may be something else, I don’t know and it doesn’t matter too, so I don’t want to know it. I always read in profiles of fans or their post claiming to be the ‘No. 1 Fan of Sir ShahRukh Khan’, I would like to believe that and I do it too. But I believe that each fan is his biggest fan, that’s how he is, evenly connected with his fans. I can bet my life on this; no Super Star ever on face of earth had or will have such connection with his fans like he does.

I’ve been studying all my life but I guess my inner study started right after I read first interview of ‘Sir ShahRukh Khan’, he gave me a new angle, a new perspective, a new hope about life. I am still a KG student in this subject but I would like to end up doing PhD in it. But like Mushtaq Sheikh said, it’s never ending subject, the more we come close the more we learn, and I am still miles away. Having said that, I will continue studying with new hope which he gave me, and live believing that one day I will succeed.

All the optimism I carry in my character, all the brightness left in me, all the colors I see in life are ‘Gifts’ of ‘Inspirations’ I’ve. I always Thanked God such life I’ve, be it my unmatchable ‘Parents’ or ‘Blessings’, I Thank him from the bottom of my heart to make me come across such ‘Persona’ so that I could see life, the way I always wanted. I wish I could bring my heart here in ‘Black & White’ but I am just an amateur writer and I believe, whatever you do, you still can’t bring 100% out, a piece of heart always left untouched.